Walaupun sekarang adalah waktu yang ideal untuk aku tidur, tapi mata aku tak menunjukkan tanda2 nak lelap. Makanya, aku nak meluahkan rasa tak puas hati yang dah terperam macam ikan pekasam. Hehe. Honestly to say, i felt sexually harassed last week.. I msged my old friend asking him why he's acting so 'kerek' and 'sombong' lately, but then he replied, "Maybe because u never kissed him before..." Astaghfirullahalazim.. Seram sejuk aku masa dapat msg tu. Well, i know it's my fault msged him in the first place but why he replied in such ways. Seriously trauma untuk beberapa hari. Buat kerja kat office tadi pun masih terbayang-bayang ayat mamat tu. Aiyarkkk!! (-,-')
Yesterday i told 1 of my housemates about this, and u know what she replied?? "Hanum, kak rasa most of the guys are like that. Even H (bukan nama sebenar) always saying something fishy to me..." Ok now guys out there, are you always like this, huh?? Please2, i feel insecure right now. Kalau macam ni, sampai bila2 takde kawan lelaki pun takpelah. Tak berani la pulak aku. Huhu.
At one time, aku pernah tanya MAI, " Do u think i ni simbol s** to a guy?? Bcoz i always received a pervert msg frm a guy.." and he replied, "Dunia dah nak kiamat, discussing about s** in public macam dah takde pape pun. U just do ur job, jaga solat, zikir n behavior, insyaAllah everything will be fine" hmmm..EXACTLY! Dunia dah nak kiamat, we can see beberapa petanda akhir zaman makin banyak. Hopefully we still have time untuk bertaubat n kumpul sebanyak pahala untuk bekalan kita di sana kelak. Ini untuk peringatan diri aku jugak, semoga kita dapat serba sedikit pengajaran di sini. Sempena bulan Safar ni, kita digalakkan untuk beristghfar sekurang-kurangnya 300X sehari. Memang dengar macam banyak kan nak baca, tapi kalau kita ada banyak masa terluang(time tunggu bas ke, dalam lrt ke or even while waiting for ur food to be served), u can still spend some time to istighfar..insyaAllah.. ;)
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